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原来又到了11月18日，眨两下眼就两年过去了。

有的记忆，不特意去回想不会想起，特意去遗忘却只会记得更牢。阿英说，当一个人不再介怀时，就可以随意说出当时的幸福。很久的一段时间里，我不愿意跟任何人提起有关的事，也不愿任何人提起有关的事，只好承认自己其实还是很在意。

S说过，我无法爱上别人，只是因为没有一个我在意的人同时很关心我。我找不出其它理由，只好相信他的话。

我想，我已经可以放下了，不过，过去的温柔，也许一辈子就那么一回。只有那么一点点的青春韵事，即使也曾使我心痛，何不留下快乐的记忆？过去未能留下片言只语，或许只会让我努力让往事记在心头。写下来了，就可放心去遗忘。

在我二十岁的生活里，有那么一个人出现过……

每次我说错话，你装作不高兴，我就哄着你说，“别生气啦，请你吃糖”。你贪心地说，“我要一大包”。

怒其不争,哀其不幸.

再一次深深地感到无奈与无助.即使我不顾一切地奔回家去,依然什么都改不了.

我的内心一直说,我深深地爱着脚下的土地,深深地爱着我的同胞们.我却一次又一次地被伤害.

这就是社会.当日在中山感叹老伯伯投诉无门,今日我何尝不是欲求无门?

想到地方政府和公安局的作风,心里只觉得一阵阵的寒冷,寒潮尚可用靠衣物抵御,心寒用什么来取暖?

原是不大热衷于当官,而今我暗下决心,一定要考上公务员.在有生之年,我希望每一位国民都能受到良好的教育,整个社会处处是清廉之风,我希望这个社会没有黑暗,没有尔虞我诈,每个人都能得到公正的对待.

关注弱势群体,人民的政府,你做到了吗???

这个社会很黑,我太浅了.为了生存下去,实现我的梦想,从今天起,努力让自己变得复杂一些.

I controled my depression and finished the writing, Motherhood after lunch. Sent it to the Reader,originality (Du zhe, yuan chuang ban), just for interest.

Freshmen called me everytime when I was reading magazines in library and I had to come back before read through the good composition. That's OK. They were lovely and polite.

Tomorrow we should have test of Word and Excel

Planned to write down the story of Motherhood of a Cat, speech of a boy. But the order was canceled, which let me down. What bothered me was the attitude of Mr Zhu that everytime I told him to make me some publicity material or send me a sample T-shirt, he disappeared. Not until I got an order he would be not so busy. What's worse, I felt the quality of his sample T-shirt was bad, so did my

Yesterday，be informed by TI of taking examination this afternoon. It's about analog circuit. I caught my breath. It was almost two years since we put it aside. Just ignore it! I played Pingpong all night.

I went over an exam book this morning and had a rest. The exam began at 14:00 and lasted for only 30 minutes. The questions seemed easy for us. It took me less than 20 minutes to answer all the questions.

These days was a mix of joy,fastidium, loneliness,unease and feelings cannot be explained.

The fisrt day (sep,30)  arrived home, MDan and I went out and played billiards with her friends.

The second day, have a walk to the Business  Walk Street and tried some business casual on. I'd thought myself a little fat, but in fact, the small size was still a little